Howdy

Okay first off I've been working on a post for a while now, something like six months. There's a short bit that Canatu told me about a long while back and I've been meaning to write it out since then. The problem being that I get close to finishing it and then I get frustrated and delete it and then have to start from scratch later. Basically no matter how many ways I put it down it completely fails to be what I want it to be. So I think I'll end up just posting a rough draft and call it good. Not that I want to do that either, what's the point of doing it at all if it's not going to be true to what happened? *sigh* well there may be a Black Tea post and there may not be, hopefully I'll get it figured out.

In the last two months(more like six weeks) I've either been kicked out or left two linkshells. The first one was a little bit difficult to leave, the second was downright fun. I've seen ls after ls that says "we're a group of friends that works to get stuff done and except everyone". What that means is that there's five to ten members that are very close and they work on what they want done and they need more people around to do so. But if your not one of those "friends" or get lucky enough to need the same thing as one of them, you may as well start shouting for help in Whitegate. Me I'm sick of that mentality, I have friends in-game, I like to hang out with them, but somewhere in there I want to get stuff done. I mean what's a taru have to do to get CoP done?

In case you didn't get the subtle hint, I'm still a little ticked off after being booted from Uni last night. At the moment I'd give anything for SC to be up and running again, I liked them because the leaders didn't have any friends, they just did what was needed and that was it, sometimes they remembered your name. Oh well, I think I'll just forget having an ls for a while and let things turnout however they turnout.

Since I'm already on the subject of friends and all that junk, I haven't talked to doc in a while, need to give him a call.

I've been watching a fair amount of the UFC lately and I'm starting to worry. Do you think it's normal that the night I most look forward to each week is one in which I'll watch a bunch of guys beat another bunch of guys around? Hmmm, I think I need to start doing Dynamis again...

Well I think that wraps up just about all I have to say, later folks.

In the heat of the early morning
On a hill they call the Skull
The roaring of the angry mob had settled to a lull
All eyes were cast upon the man whose hands and feet were bound
They saw him cry in anguish when they heard the hammer pound

They saw the bloody woven thorns with which His head was crowned
They watched the bloody cross of wood be dropped into the ground
The soldiers gambled for His clothes, they watched them win and lose
They saw the sign above His head that said "King of the Jews"

(Chorus)
(It is finished) And the sky grew black as the night
(It is finished) And the people scattered in fright
The work had been done, redemption had been won
The war was over without a fight
It is finished

They searched His face for anger, for vengeance in His stare
Instead of eyes that burned with hate a look of love was there
He prayed for their forgiveness and bowed His battered head
And no one knew the meaning of the final words He said

The provision has been made
The foundation has been laid
He paid the ransom due and tore the temple veil in two
And opened up the way for me and you
It is finishe

---Texas